Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdownLet me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little.
kay. i've been like lagging behind. like not connected cyber-ly. lol. coz my lappy's been confiscated. so yeah. profilo's left unupdated and my bloggeh too. kay. so nowadays, i have been busy with jc life. fun mann. I LOVE 1S21! lol. abedan, it's my classlahh. lol. yeah. i don't know where to begin.
GUYS:
kay, first. there's alot of eyecandies. lol. hahaha! like geeks in both science and arts stream. AWWWW, kin drools. hahahha. kay, so there's mr smarties. mr m&ms. mr skittles sour. mr roche and more. lol. codenames for heda's, alicia's and kin's eyecandies. lol! yeah. cg hunting. hahahha! izzu's cute. lol. shut up shikin! kay.
so my class consists of heda, clara, gaya, kin, bern, cherylyn, may, chesed, grace, nerizza, jeff, aloy, chatwick, JinRong, JianWen, dong zheng and keith. they're from high end schools. hahaha! :D yeah, I LOVE HEDA! we're like so belo lahhh! i like! you can like probably hear my laughter from the other end of the canteen. ahhaha.
so yeah there's alot to say but i just don't know where to begin. or have i already begun? lol.
decipher this.
it's called shikin's morse code.
you're brilliant if you can decipher what's below.
anyway. i don't know whether i should persist and hang on.
coz i really don't know whether it's forceful and artificial.
somehow it is.
and i can't believe they are allies. in the same game.
and their enemy happened to be me.
how unlucky.
like wow. i didn't expect it to come from them.
i can't forget. it's tough. why?
you won't understand.
coz the understanding part has always been played by me.
ha.ye know what? i miss you.
i really do. the fact that we lasted so long. and yet we could'nt hang on.
i miss you. but i can't say it. coz you're so involved with your schoolwork.
but the necklace you gave, the spongebob and patrick you gave. the bouquets of roses.
i will never forget. i can never forget. you were the best. and so far, no other guy could be compared to you.
i'm sorry i let go. and you're just my past. not my present.