it's pimple cream. hah.He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips Someday we'll trust him and learn how to see him Someday he'll call us and we will come running and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray.
'i want to fall in love with you'.
okay so i haven't been blogging and haven't been online for a coupla of weeks now. well that's coz my mum confiscated my lappy and hid it somewhere in the house. dumb and childish. haha. yeah.
oh was supposed to go out with rihdwan. but.... haha.
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so about yesterday. thursday. i was late. supposed to meet coco(nicco) at 2pm. but because of my freggin sister, i was late. yeah rushed and met him. and his cuz. hahah. coco's sizzling hot. haha. :D ummm kay. yeah afterwhich headed to marina square and suntec city to look for my things. haha i am taking advantage of the sales. nyhehhehe!
i was at suntec city when i received a call from guess who? audi. yeah surprising right? well, he said he was at suntec too so he wanted to catch up with me. agreed at went to gloria jean's to chill. haha, skipped the idea of chilling at starbucks marina square. haha. yeah. so he treated me and my sister to chillers. i had a chocolate chiller. haha.:D yeah. talked. and long story. found that it was too cold. headed to esplanade. where it was awkward between us. so yeah. then we parted and went our separate ways. wanted to watch coco perform but it was too late. the "performance" was over. hahaah. awwww, bloody wasted.
so yeah talked to wan on the phone. i was practically busy on the phone all day seyy. haa, yeah then me and sissy headed to window shop. and to survey. haha. yeah and quickly head to penin before it's too late. hahah, saw SX and we were so relieved. haha. luckily fililady and siti sat somewhere in front of us. haha. waved to SX and then entered. haha, so happy lahh! oh yeah found out that SX was from anderson jc. whoa. smartlahh! yeah and SX looks so different today. super surprising. and it was lovely. haha. SX loves square and halls sweets. haha. found that out ytd. so german was good. better than last lesson. except for my horrible cough. haha.
okay so yeah jaywalked to head to cityhall. oh btw, i don't entertain guys who ask for my number in real life. haha. yeah this group of mats were like making a scene. haha. and i walked fast. oh hell no. :D
okay yeah that was my day. and it was good. yeap texted coco, wan, audi and ryan. haha. then ryan called. oh i managed to talk to alif. like finally. sheeshkebab.
to audi:
i'm sorry for everything. i'm sorry that you were too late. i've moved on. i can't keep on holding on to you. coz you don't love me and never will. and i can never be good enough for you. so forget about me. let me go. you once loved me. and i once loved you. i know it's tough but you know that i'll be here for you no matter what your condition is and how much you've changed. it would have been different if you were to change back then. but no. you chose them. so..
and i can never be yours again. i'm sorry.
so nothing is real till it's gone.
audi, don't let me be the reason. oke.