so lately i've been going crazy
trying to get you off my mind
cause thoughts of you hang just like pictures
and gather dust over the time
well we hung them up just like real lovers
and drove our nails into the wall
cause we thought they'd be there forever
but we weren't permanent at all.
okays. so i've not been regularly updating this blog of mine. but just to sum things up. i've ended the shit i had with audi. it wasn't bringing me anywhere so i decided to end it on a nice friday. i feel happy. i feel good. i could feel the burden being lifted off my shoulders, relieving my aching shoulders. so yeah. other than that, i've been working my ass off doing sports to obtain a much fitter body. no purpose though. i'd rather feel tired than think about it. i wanna forget it, lock it in my closet of skeletons. yeah. so i've been having nice dreams. i dreamt that i was adie's gf. yeah adie, out of all the people. ahha. :D and i was happy. super weird ehs?
anyway, yesterday was prom. didn't really enjoy it. coz it was a bore. a total bore mann. hehs. to the extent that i yawned aloud. haha. and the people at my table were looking at me weirdly. haha. sorry guys. yeah but did enjoy the time glamouring and camwhoring with my lesbs. (shut up alif!). ahha. :D yeah, i'll miss you guys lotsa!
okay. about today. i accompanied my mum to PP before heading to outram station. haha. i met up with fian. it was super weird. haha. he insisted that i look chines-ey. :D haha. he was wearing an orange shirt with levis white vintage jeans. superb outfit. heheh. i wore something sweet. haha, sat beside him and waited for the train. we had a tough time finding a store which sells drinks at vivo. walaohs. we headed to the sky park in vivo city. yeah. i LOVE the scenery. i sat beside him and we indulged on green tea. hahha. and indulged in talk about random things. he blushed. haha. :D cute. we enjoyed the breeze and the view in each others' company. haha. i love. yeah mann. will hang out together again yeahs? haha. yeah and wanna know something? he made paper cranes for me. it came in all shades. haha. so sweet. yeah then he told me to not forget him during the 9 days. awww. am gonna keep a yellow crane in my wallet, fian. and he bought me this cute hp accessory. awww. thanks fian. then this is the part where it gets complicated. okay so he sent me all the way to orchard station. evening. yeah. then he was gonna head to choa chu kang. he kept looking at the time on the clock. i asked him why and he said nothing. haha. then he asked me to come close. he asked me this " would you be my girl?". omg. my heart stopped. i was breathless for a minute or so. and so was he. yeah then his train came. i hugged him. ahh. haha. fian.yeah met up with my sis and alif. haha. :D alif was sporting larh seyy. rode 16 with him. yeah, talked and stuff. he laughed his ass off about prom. hehehs. idiot. hahah. *spanks alif's butt. haha. yeah joked with them. threesome is fun mann. yeah then he hung out with us at 7-11. heh. then bid farewell to alif. alif, stop it seyy. :D yeah, today was fun. thanks to them., this is what i need before my aust trip tomorrow. yeahs.
so tomorrow am heading for the jc briefing with joyce. am gonna get some rest now. so yeah. i'll update you soon. i'll be going to aust tomorrow and will be back on the 25th. yeah.
when shikin says she loves someone, she means it from the bottom of her heart.
no matter how broken her heart is.
i'll publish photos as soon as i get back oke?