KIN <3s FIKK. you're mine forever. heh.I'm leaving you
I'm not sure if that’s what I should do
It hurts so bad
I'm wanting you but cant go back
Trying to find, to find
That all elusive piece of mind
Stuck here somehow
Shrouded beneath my fear
And now I don’t need it
Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone
and figured all I'm thinking bout is you,
is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain
and the world it seems so far away
and I'm just waiting for the droplets
okay. so here's it. i've told you i'd be away right? for approximately 9 days? yeah, now i'm back. hahaha. (the evil laughter). ahhhh, it's a BLOODY good trip. and i didn't wanna leave. seriously. okay lets get to it, shall we?
so i boarded an ordinary singapore aircraft and i sat beside my JAKUN sister. ohmygoodness, it was torture mann. seriously. she went exploring. IN A PLANE. my. i spent half of my time watching programmes and movies and the other half on beauty sleep, which surprisingly was extremely good. i caught transformers, at last. and house. yeah, when we've arrived, the temperature there was 10 degrees cooler than singapore's temperature and the humidity level was different too. like way different. i slept in camry and camwhored abit. visited some factory outlets before heading to our hotel. stayed in oceana again. the place hasn't changed mann. went for a swim with my costume which had a BIG hole around the butt area. oh and btw, there's a whole lot of CGS with cute curls. i LOIKE! :D oh yeah, did receive text messages and did reply to some. if i didn't reply, please accept my apologies.
went to dreamworld, dressed in skirt and top. horrible outfit. rode many thrilling rides. WOOTSAYS! there goes my skirt. felt like ms monroe all of a sudden. hah. the adrenaline rush. i wanna feel it again. again, again. i sound just like teletubies. freakay cartoon. caught nickelodeon on foxtel. awww, sweet. :D
the next day was spent shopping. tried on lotsa clothes. real nice ones. the prices weren't steep too. so yeah. shopping's my boyfriend. haha. yeah, went shopping for souvenirs for my beloved friends and things for myself too. yeah, did lotsa shopping to the point that my legs hurt and my toes ache big time. haha. yeah, bought a new swimming costume mann! like finally. no more holes and joyce laughing out loud whenever she swims behind me haha. :D yeah, and then we drove up all the way to new south wales where my sister (FIKK) lives at. omg, i miss her big time mann. i hugged her so tight coz i miss her too much. hehs. it's been a long time since we met. so yeah. her two brothers, adam and afik grew mann. they're so much bigger now. haha. yeah they're like our host family. i love them with all my heart. and i mean it. :D I LOVE AFIK!
the next few days were shopping at sydney, the main area. and the second last day was spent with fahmi. the pimp. haha. weird but true. went exploring darling harbour and paddy's market. took lotsa pictures. neoprints at the capitol and walking aimlessly. awwww. :D ahh, i LOVE it! ahhhh. a holidays never enough. i wanna stay there with them. ahhh, when it's tough to say goodbye. and i never wanna. all those times were and still are good times. i lovelovelovelove all of you. i shall and must return this december. WATCH ME! ahh, i can't believe i cried at the departure hall. ahh, i hugged everyone. i felt really sad. like real sad. my. i didn't wanna leave them. they're like family. my family. i wish i was there for one month. that'll be nice. awesome. hmm yeah boarded A380 mann. coolness. the plane rocks big time. the facitlities and all were extremely good. better than the normal planes and the business class was outstanding mann. you can practically BARING mann! so wasted that i didn't get a chance to be in the business class. awww. routine of watching movies like 'licence to wed' and 'i now pronouce you chuck and larry' and not forgetting 'hairspray' and sleep. haha, when i arrived in singapore. received a gazillion msgs from friends and relatives. fian particularly sent 2 messages asking whether i've arrived. awww, you're such a sweet guy.
here i am. back to reality. chatting and catching up with my friends and anyone related to me. oh yeah. i wanna return. can you please turn back time? pretty please?
messages to my friends: (i can't bring myself to say it on msn itself)
-and thanks alif. you're sugar.
-thank you fian.
and fian, don't crush those cranes kay? i wanna see them. and fian what i said to you is all real and genuine. nothing's fake. not a chance. be positive okay? (i sound like patricia mok)
-and audi. i do miss you. i know it's tough, life's tough but you can always lean on me. text/call me if you need someone to talk to. you can talk to me. i promise i'll be there. i understand. i've always have anyway.
-and ili, i miss you girl. i sure do wanna catch that movie with you. girl, i wanna camwhore mann.
-and joyce, i'm happy for you girl.and we shall work our butts off at exercising. lets start soon mann. :D i can't wait. and do tell me about the bowling thingy yeahs? i'll be sure to come.
-and to my sister, FIKK i miss you guys alot. awww, it's gonna get me all teary. i do. ahh, you're my family.
-and wan. i miss you lahh.
-and to my other friends, i'm back people. i am. i miss all of you!
some random stuff that you should probably skip.
i can't bear to go through another heartbreak.
i love you.
does that phrase even means anything to you?
they're sacred. and not ordinary.
no accusations and lies.
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