joyce and me-2006.And I'm lonely again tonight
I can feel it like a knot in my side
They keep saying this is part of the ride
But I'm not getting stronger
Yet hold me against the light
And do you see any bullet inside?
Wouldn't find one if you magnified
Because you've got the wrong girl
okay, so this month's the month to partay because it's HARI RAYA! however, somehow, somewhere, some part of me don't feel like celebrating. the purpose of celebrating it, for me, isn't there afterall. i shall not elaborate any further. i'm not EMO okay. :D haha. yesterday met with nad at chinatown before heading to the place. i was kinda surprised to see shahril, the deyi twins and the physics people there (which includes joshua, darren, peter and min). wow, yesterday was full house mann! shahril was looking at nad one kind because she was the only one dressed in baju kurung. one hilarious girl mann! wanted to ask shahril about chem prac but missed the chance. haha.
erm yeah so yesterday i stayed home after visiting kingkong because we received many calls from people who planned to come to our house.
wakjijah came, too bad i wasn't there. luckily i was on time to welcome my "future in-laws". haha, yes it was dannyboy's family. hahah, i was breathless most of the time. i was wearing this sweet pink floral dress which i wore it for tuition. hahah, yeah. when they came, his father was smiling at me. nyehehh. he looked at me too. wow, for the first time. :D sheesh, my stupid pimple had to spoil the whole image i wanted to create. ugly luhs! :D yeah, the we talked, laughed and reminisced. i was dumbfounded when his mom said "kenapa tidak makan? oh kerana shikin ada di sana kan? ahah, ingat tidak semasa mereka masih kecil, shikin beat you dengan badminton racket?" to dannyboy. everyone started laughing except for me coz i was kinda lost. i was CLUELESS! yes! i didnt remember hitting him with a badminton racket when i was younger. haha, those days. i kinda miss those younger times though. haaa. :D funnay. we didn't talk much but for sure we did make eye contact. :D heesss. i caught you red-handed, danny. haha. SURRENDER NOW. kay, kin gilerrr.
then, my cuzzies came. awww, awesome timing! :D entertained them. chatted and my auntie gave this wink. i was like "what are you trying to say". hahaha, yeap as i've guessed it right, it had something to do with danny. jeez. hahaa so paiseh lahh. hahha, yeah, yesterday was fun mann.
despite all that, i was missing my sayang, diddy. :D come on lahh, i haven't been seeing him for a LONG time! i swear. waited for him to text but i finally gave in. i text-ed him. yeah, found out that he was busy visiting. it's okaylah.:D there's always a next time. haha, right. yeah, oh btw i'm extremely excited about our 2nd month. damn fast luhs. hope all those times were pure sincere love. :D i love you lahh, my dear.
yeah, then fiz text-ed too. what a surprise. hahah.oh yeah, this tuesday's my biology prac. wish me luck people. i have to and WILL make my way to chai chee sec. gosh. thanks alot. :( i feel like a pariah already. ahahha.but nevertheless, i shall do my best. i miss my crew. haah, school's gonna end soon. will miss you guys. :( haaa, so sad. all those 4 years were solid friendship yeah. without all of you, i wouldn't be what i am today. you moulded me. :D I LOVE MY CREW!
oh yeah, and thanks irsyaad for your concern. really appreciate it. :D really.
2 more days.
and 2 more days till it's all over, till we'll be separated.
i don't want it to end!
*please don't text me when you're bored.
text me when you miss me,
and when you realise my presence is really necessary.