the sweetest thing

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

final destination. sounds so wrong.

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Thursday, February 07, 2008

oh and anyhoos.

oh yeah.
been wanting to say this like before.
but didn't have the time/opportunity to.

ummm, i wanna thank those who've been supporting me.
my parents.
my sister.
my whole family tree.
especially bik tatik!
rihdwan.
my secondary school friends.
my jc friends. SRJCIANS.
my online friends.
my overseas friends.
my teachers.
my jc teachers.
strangers.
and those who've i missed out.

i really appreciate you guys.
i lovelovelove you guys.
promise to be there for you guys whenever you need me there yeah?
seriously.
kin gives a big hug.
let me engulf you!
hahha.

oh shoot, i forgot to call vidya.
see lahhh.

haha, vday's coming soon. so is the JAE posting result.
scaray.
lol. wanna watch the notebook mann!
:D

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CNY! like i'm even excited about it.

YOYOYOZ!

School ended early right yesterday. Called ili and asked if she wanted to go out. lol, I had to do some catching up mann. I seriously miss secondary school life badly. I wanna be with my secondary school friends again. Ooohs, especially JINGS. Haaaaaa. :D anyhoos, yeah met up with ili and aziah, which included remy and ashraf. Lol. Aha, headed to several fast food outlets and to our disappointment, majority of the fast food outlets that we visited were so freakingly packed with both the public and secondary school students. Dammit. Lol. Settled at burger king in the end. Heheheh. Lol, had the second fast food meal in like what? Months? Hell yeah. Hahhaha. Aha. Lol, ate fish meal. We met a couple more ping yians. And they were asking me about my school, as in SRJC. Lol. So malu lahhh. But nevertheless, I answered their questions. Hahaha.

Then we headed to ili’s house where we had lotsa fun. Lol, chatting and catching up. At the same time eating till our bellies burst. Hahha. We used the com and scrutinised many profiles. Fun stuff. Lol. Aha. Then aziah left. Ili’s mum and dad came home early. Hahha, I ADORE ILI’S MUM! I heart her lotsa! Hahahhaha. I turned down the so called “date” with wan. Luckily I didn’t go. Coz I wouldn’t have had as much fun as I had with ili and aziah. Hahaha. Ate mee suah. DAMN NICE! Spicy and I love it. so yeah, then head home. And slacked. Hahha.

So today’s Chinese new year right? So, my Chinese friends are currently celebrating right? Guess what I’m doing. slacking mannn. I’m going swimming later. Have been eating a lot. And I think I’m gaining the weight that I have lost. Oh no! hahhaha. Slept like a log today. And have done nothing but slack, slack, and slack. Wan and family are currently at sentosa. Hahah. Okay, so that’s my day.

So I’m considering MI. like for real. Probably appealing. Like seriously. My comeback’s gonna be good this time round. Like HELLYEAH! But at the same time, I wanna sing in a band. Paramore seyyy. NOT!

Okay, so I’m gonna leave you with something probably “random”. So you might as well skip it. lol. So once again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

Love died in my arms.
In an unexpected way.
It’s tragic.
It’s stupid.
Was I too naïve?
Was I too gullible?
I wanna hang on.
I don’t wanna let go.
He’s flowing in the blood in my vessels.
He’s life.
He’s everything.
The feeling that’s contained within me is too strong.
It’s too strong to be extinguished forever.
But my heart has a certain capacity.
But it’s big enough to contain him.
It’s big enough to let him live within me once more.
Just once more.

i love you.
i'm speechless
And there’s nothing else I can do.

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

guess who's back?

yes i do need love. freakshit.

hahah, this was when i give the mat's "i don't care" attitude. i was in my pjams kay.

coz i've been thinking about you. lol.

Don't tell me you're done for
Don't need to hear you're done for
You can tell me what you are running from
I need you more than you need you
I can see you're really really running
Can I ask you where you gonna run to
And you think your really really funny
Well I don't think your funny as you do

okay. first an foremost: MR SMARTIES' AWARE OF MY PRESENCE.
yay. :D okay so i've not been updating my blogggeh recently. so sorry. miss me? lol. alright, i have something to confess. something big. something gross. something..... lets get this done and over with shall we?
lol. ich bin brustkorb geister. hahaha, shut up ilyas! lol. :D yes. that's what they call me. lol.. awwwness.

okay, so lotsa things have been happening lately. too many actually. lol. so lately, i've been a slacker. big time. hahah, guess what's my occupation now? i'm like a big time movie junkie mann. hahaha. okay, so far, i've watched saw III and i am legend. hahha. so far oke. lol. hahah, and i've been eating like alot lately. LIKE ALOT! my cheeks are getting puffier! lol. hahaha, goldfish madness. ummm yeah. and i'm planning to lose it soon yeah. gym time! :D oh i lost 6kg mannn. hard work. lol. biathlons. aha. and tofu diet. hell yeah!

so ummm valentine's day is coming right? and qal asked me out to ice skate! hahahah. i so wanna go lahhh! i've never been to a ice skating rink before. lol. ummm, yeah we chatted on the phone and yeah he asked me this "would you be my valentine?". lol. how? hahha, i don't know. my school's (SRJC) celebrating it. hurray! okay, so how'd you feel if you were to receive a bouquet of roses on V.DAY? i would scream and say "idiot, they're expensive and thanks darling. really i mean like thank you. but still you're an idiot". lol. :D and i do hope i receive a stalk of rose. awwwwnessss. hahha. shut up shikin! *kin daydreams about prince charming. SNAP!

okay, that's vday. hmmm, then CNY celebration. hahah, damn gerek uhs! i was cheering away lahh! ummmm, I LOVE OKAYOKAYDIKIR! hahahah, so cool lahhh. got mr smarties! faizal, syaad, and izzu! awwnesss. eyecandy mann. sorry wan. i can't help but to drool. i have a fetish for guys who does dikir barat mann. hot. my eyes were so big lahhhhh when they came out. i like. got faiz also. lol. too bad no mr skittles. awwwness.
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:D

okay, i need to work out soon mannn. need to lose these flabs mannn. i love my mat trunk hat. hahaha. and i so want the SRJC team canoeing jacket lahhh! i want! DONG ZHENG! :D okay this is so random. but right yesterday, i was so shiok watching the tv. then this stupid fly came flying and guess where it entered? MY NOSE! dammit! i tried "hembusing" it out lahhh. i didn't think it came out though. hahahha. disgusting. hahah.

and i'm considering MI. the people there aren't that bad. lol. poly? i don't know lahhh. coz jc's too fast lehh. i'll miss srjc. i'm so gonna come visit lahhh. ummm you know what? if i were to stay right, i could actually train with RJC and CJC for canoeing water training. dammit. ooohlalas can? :D alright.

ohoh and and and. i was supposed to go for h1 maths lecture. but but but but, i crashed geog lecture! yeah mann! so freaking proud of it lahhh. hahah, with heda and gaya. the gilagila monsters. ahahah. and guess who's there? arif? hahahah. yeah and he gave the wrong answer. hahahah! :D i'm planning to crash history lecture too! hahaha, am so gonna miss heda lahhh when i leave sr. awwww, kin sobs. hahha. and and and during bio tutorial, i was too engrossed reading a book. then ms sengau called my name to answer a question. hahaha. i gave "lipid head" as my answer when it was supposed to be "phosphate head". ahhaha. like as if you know the terms i've just mentioned. hahha. and she caught me red handed. hahaha. :D lol, and she said i looked like the daydreaming type. wth! hahha. funnay stuff. luckily my friends saved me. lol. ms sengau went berserk lahhh! seriously. hahah, luckily she didn't confiscate my book. nyeheheh. guess what? she didn't even noticed lahhh. hahah, coz i looked like as if i was actually looking at the paper. when i'm so not. ahhah! :D

and and and i love THE POLICE! hahah, i so wanna go. but the tickets were so expensive. hahah, and singapore was the only southeast asian stop lehhh! RAWWWRRRRR! i heart the police!

so to all my chinese friends, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
ang pow na lai? however you spell that. hahah!
<3>

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

the fun of camwhoring

this is what i do when i can't sleep.
CAMWHORING!
don't mind the care bear crap and pinple cream.
:D

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Friday, January 18, 2008

srsrsr.

i love tennis.

okay. so i'm a canoeist now. yeah. hahhaha.
watch my biceps and triceps transform.
TRANSFORMERS!
robots in disguise. lol.
random. AND GILERRRR! hhhhaaaaahhaaaa.

kay. ummmm. what else do you wanna know?
oh the spastic matt is rohid's friend. like wth.
they said "hot seyyyy....".
and they said "eh, your shingu".
to someone in the group.
so weird.
could it be izzu?
oh wells, one thing's for sure.
the macphersonian found me.
lol.

jeffery!

and ridhuan likes me?
i dunno. i'm being noticed.
angelic music playing in the background.
lol.
kay wait.

qal asked me out.
amin asked me out.
ummm yeah. how?
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hahah. dots. fun stuff.
i'm addicted to mentos.
and jeffery borrows my highlighter.
dah.

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beloness of SRJC.

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little.

kay. i've been like lagging behind. like not connected cyber-ly. lol. coz my lappy's been confiscated. so yeah. profilo's left unupdated and my bloggeh too. kay. so nowadays, i have been busy with jc life. fun mann. I LOVE 1S21! lol. abedan, it's my classlahh. lol. yeah. i don't know where to begin.

GUYS:
kay, first. there's alot of eyecandies. lol. hahaha! like geeks in both science and arts stream. AWWWW, kin drools. hahahha. kay, so there's mr smarties. mr m&ms. mr skittles sour. mr roche and more. lol. codenames for heda's, alicia's and kin's eyecandies. lol! yeah. cg hunting. hahahha! izzu's cute. lol. shut up shikin! kay.

so my class consists of heda, clara, gaya, kin, bern, cherylyn, may, chesed, grace, nerizza, jeff, aloy, chatwick, JinRong, JianWen, dong zheng and keith. they're from high end schools. hahaha! :D yeah, I LOVE HEDA! we're like so belo lahhh! i like! you can like probably hear my laughter from the other end of the canteen. ahhaha.

so yeah there's alot to say but i just don't know where to begin. or have i already begun? lol.

decipher this.
it's called shikin's morse code.
you're brilliant if you can decipher what's below.
anyway. i don't know whether i should persist and hang on.
coz i really don't know whether it's forceful and artificial.
somehow it is.
and i can't believe they are allies. in the same game.
and their enemy happened to be me.
how unlucky.
like wow. i didn't expect it to come from them.
i can't forget. it's tough. why?
you won't understand.
coz the understanding part has always been played by me.
ha.ye know what? i miss you.
i really do. the fact that we lasted so long. and yet we could'nt hang on.
i miss you. but i can't say it. coz you're so involved with your schoolwork.
but the necklace you gave, the spongebob and patrick you gave. the bouquets of roses.
i will never forget. i can never forget. you were the best. and so far, no other guy could be compared to you.
i'm sorry i let go. and you're just my past. not my present.

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Monday, January 07, 2008

okay, lets get serious now.

me with nathiya. 4 years of friendship and still counting.
nats, i miss you lotsa. forget me not. coz one thing's for sure, i won't forget you.
thanks for the memories. sweet memories.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

okay, woke up at 5.30. as per usual. hahaha, missed the bus again. haha, dwayne hopped in and my father sped in his subaru. ahhaha. then rode the bus and arrived there earlier than ever. lol. oh yeah. did i tell you that my mum was acting all weird today? she said she wanted to see dwayne. i was like huh? yeah she was in the car together with us. lol. hahha, yeah. then something unexpected happened (or is it expected? coz it's the same bloody hairclip). lol. yeah, while i was taking out my mobile phone, i dropped my clip. hahhaa, and the mafan thing was that it was grey, blended well with the concrete floors. haha., yeah me and dwayne took on sherlock holmes' role in search of the missing clip hahha, yeah finally found it coz i was busy stepping on it. lol!

yeah reached and then yy arrived. then heda. yeapos. headed to the hall to attend GP lecture. my first, that is. and then a talk by the principal etc. yeah. haha. my butt pain larh seyy! :D haha. yeah. kay then sprinted to see our subject combi. haha. got H2 econs. bio, chem and H1 maths. yeah am in the same class as heda! YEAH! hahha. headed to the cafe. chilled. had fun laughing. yeah. then headed back to the hall to witness (WHOA) the cca performance. dance rocks mann. lol. love them. ahhaha, after which we queue-ed to purchase our notes. haha. we being well mannered people queue-ed. hahha. shit, my english sucks. hahhaa.

joyce called. hahha. sorry girl. headed to vivo. with yy, dwayne, shawn, samuel, partiben. ate at banquet and did GP. yeah afterwhich wan picked me up from harbourfront. haahahhaha. yeah hahhaha, had lotsa fun. did the handshake. lol. nicenice. SPORTING LARH SEYY! hahahha.

went to ECP. with wan. yeah. hahhaha. we sat at mcCafe and had cheesecake and mocha. lol. nicenice. cheesecake's nice. especially when you're having it with friends and love(loved) ones. hahhaha. yeah. then we walked. and all of a sudden, i felt like peeing. ahahhha. yeah. headed to the nearest toilet.hahhaha. which was infested with army guys. felt reluctant to go but wan insisted. hahhaha. yeah then a guy tried to block my path. ishishish. URGENT ALREADY LAHH! hahhah, still wanna kajiao me. hahha. yeah then walked somemore then sat to view planes in sight. nicenice. then he sent me home. hahhaha.

currently talking qal. :D hahhaha. did my revision.

DID I TELL YOU STELLA'S BACK! yeah the cutiepie. hahhha.

someday she'll understand.

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wan and wani.